Out of sorts…

Okay, I know this will post on FB, too, but I have been battling with an inner struggle lately. I hate to admit it, since I love to be surrounded by positive things and positive people. I am about to have another birthday, and I don’t like the fact that I am entering my late 30s. I’ll be 37, and it is starting to feel like an extra 5 pound dumbbell on a piece of gym equipment.
I know that I will pull through this, but in the meantime, I am devouring every book of interest from the library. I have been reading some mystery novels, and other forms of non-fiction that pertain to homemaking or being a better mom (and wife, and spouse, and person…) The only problem with all this reading is that I have been out of sorts with all the input, and I don’t have an outlet…
I guess what I am really aching for is… a good friend, female only, please, because I have a dear husband. I know I have some really great friends out there, but for some reason, I haven’t had the opportunity to connect with anyone in my current town. I need someone I can talk to, and listen to, and they won’t ignore me, or feel weird around me. I would like to find someone to meet for coffee, or browse the local bookstore, meet at the park, or whatever.
Sounds crazy, right? Well, wherever you are and whoever you are, I am praying that we’ll meet… or perhaps, meet again. Someone who is married, has kids, has a strong faith in God, who shares the same interests. You know… like a friend from childhood who has been there for years and years.
Enough said, and my prayers will continue…